Let’s Discuss: Jeremy Love’s “Bayou” (Chap. 1)

Let’s talk Bayou.

You might want to consider starting off with a few details about your approach to the comic itself: is this your first time reading a comic? On the web? If you’re already a comics reader, how does Bayou compare to others? Perhaps you’re a teacher, an artist, a history buff. In other words, what shapes your reading of this work?

1. Any thoughts on the relationship between Lee and Lily? I think that there is more conveyed about their “friendship” through the wordless panels than anything else. Lee’s silence is especially painful as Lily talks and acts unthinkingly. I was struck by the sequence on page 11, where Lily remarks upon Billy’s death (“My mama…said a nigger boy got no business whistlin’ at no white women”) right before she whistles herself. For me that awkward little whistle is a reminder of the fragile and arbitrary nature of the power for which Billy was sacrificed.

2. What about the story’s use of history? In the first 32 pages, we only see a hint of the magical netherworld that surrounds the bayou, but we do get several historical references: segregation and the sharecropping system, a blueswoman at the Mississippi juke joint, and of course, the extended allusion to the death of Emmett Till (as the paperback points out, Billy’s original name was “Emmet”). In your view, are there meaningful nuances here or are the historical references too one-dimensional and contrived? I was initially concerned that the story was too formulaic, from the white child’s predictable attempts to place blame on Lee to the image of the sunset behind the sharecropper’s cabin. But the plot begins to develop quite nicely in Chapter 2 – so keep reading!

Any other comments?

Haiti Earthquake Relief

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We would like to express our deep sadness and sympathy for the people of Haiti after this week’s terrible earthquake. Like many of you, we have been desperately searching for the best way to help. Frieda has several associates who are working directly with Konbit Pou Edikasyon, an educational non-profit that is on the ground right now, assisting children and families in Haiti. (Their name is Haitian Creole for “coming together for education.”) 100% of all donations go directly to emergency relief disaster efforts. Online donations are processed safely through PayPal. Please give if you are able.

With Martin Luther King, Jr. Day nearing, a friend reminded me of his saying, “Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.” But it is the portion of the quote that follows this oft-repeated line that caught my attention this time around:

We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.

I’m sure that even the smallest donation to KPE, or to other reputable organizations like Doctors Without Borders or The Salvation Army will be a big help.

(This post was originally going to be the first Bayou open-thread discussion. I’ll put that up this weekend.)

The “Bayou” of Heaven

I don’t have the energy to make new resolutions this year. All I’m willing to commit to is this: Whatever didn’t get right in 2009, try it again in 2010. I’m still motivated to find 15 minutes, still nudging Frieda to join us here in The Bottom more often (wink, wink), still resisting the urge to multi-task my life away.

But I also have an idea for the blog that I’ve been mulling over for a while.

Over a year ago, I wrote about my deep admiration and delight for the serial webcomic, Bayou by Jeremy Love. The comic has continued to earn critical acclaim since then, taking in five Glyph Comics Awards (including Story of the Year), and making the unusual leap from the web to print in a trade paperback series.

Beginning next week, I’d like to initiate an open-thread discussion about each section of Bayou, now in its sixth chapter online (and easy to access, free of charge), with the hope of attracting new and experienced comics readers to a story that I am eager to share. Seriously, I’m just a fan; nobody’s paying me to say this. Bayou is fascinating on so many levels: the plot’s use of southern history, its re-imagining of folklore and myth, a young female heroine and her mysterious otherworldly companions, Love’s brilliant artwork and Patrick Morgan’s coloring. I have a few criticisms of the story too, which should hopefully make for even more rewarding conversation. I’ll pose a couple of questions and offer preliminary thoughts, but I’m really interested in dialogue with the thoughtful, adventurous readers who visit TBoH (yes, I’m talking about you).

So we’ll begin with the first chapter – only 32 pages – next Thursday. My plan is to post a new thread once every two weeks until the Spring.

Start reading Bayou here.

A Holiday Wish: “You Cannot Step Twice Into the Same River”

One of the most cherished memories that Frieda and I shared as kids was of my grandmother’s beautiful white Christmas tree, adorned with silver and crystal ornaments and small diamond-shaped mirrors that tinkled like chimes when you walked nearby. No one else we knew had a tree so brilliant. Visitors to the house oohed and aahed, leaning in close to see their reflection in the mirrored branches. We were always very proud.

Today her precious tree, so fragile and so deeply loved, is collecting dust in a box somewhere in a garage. A few days ago I panicked realizing this. Both of my grandparents are gone now and the tree is not being used. It all feels very wrong. I miss those holidays, the silliness and drama of my extended family and the unexpected joys of being together. I had thought that these traditions would last, but now we are all scattered about and every conversation seems to begin with an apology: So sorry we can’t make it this year… Sorry I couldn’t afford a gift… Sorry I forgot to get my card in the mail…

But instead of feeling low or shedding any more tears, I am using this time to reflect on the realities of impermanence. The Greek philosopher Heraclitus once said, as paraphrased: “You cannot step twice into the same river; for fresh waters are ever flowing in upon you.” I won’t be able to see my grandmother’s white Christmas tree this year and, even if I could get my hands on those dusty boxes of ornaments, there is no way to relive the past. With each breath, though, I am already creating new memories with a wonderful husband, an amazing daughter, and of course, a special new tree.  I want to be thankful for all that we have – even when what we have is the occasional nostalgia for the way things used to be – without hoarding and clinging to things that can’t last. As another great thinker wrote, “The only lasting truth is Change.” Being mindful of this truth compels me to stop and observe with deep appreciation the world around me right now. I don’t want to miss it!

Here’s wishing you a joyful holiday season filled with peace, compassion, and fresh waters of love ever flowing in upon you.

Some Thoughts on ‘The Princess and The Frog’


There’s been trials and tribulations,
You know I’ve had my share.
But I’ve climbed the mountain, I’ve crossed the river, and I’m almost there.

– Princess Tiana, “Almost There”

There is much to admire in Disney’s new film, The Princess and The Frog: the lovely heroine’s graceful confidence and common sense, a plot deeply immersed in 1920s New Orleans culture, music, and religion with the art deco flair of an Aaron Douglas painting, and an honest-to-goodness African-American villain to vanquish.

Prof. Susurro at the blog, Like a Whisper, has posted an excellent review of the film that is comprehensive and critically engaging, so I won’t attempt another one here.

What I would like to think through, however, is the story’s self-reflexiveness. I wasn’t prepared for how curiously self-aware Disney’s cinematic coronation of its first black princess would be; the film indirectly acknowledges the role that its own storytellers (and marketing execs) have played in shaping our society’s narrative of beauty, love, and personal fulfillment. It gestures toward the ways that black women have historically felt excluded by “snowy whites” in order to place Princess Tiana on the throne.

Tiana often reminds us, for instance, that “wishing on a star” isn’t enough. She insists on the futility of waiting around for “her prince to come” and save her. These are the core values of Disney’s trademark simulated reality, and yet non-white children have had to work damn hard to maintain their sanity once it is discovered that the enigmatic power of a Sleeping Beauty’s whiteness will forever be out of reach.

So I’m intrigued by Disney’s efforts to use the material culture of Tiana’s environment to distance her from characters like The Bluest Eye’s Pecola and Sapphire’s Precious. The single brown doll in Tiana’s room as a child is juxtaposed against the suite of her wealthy white friend, Charlotte La Bouff, whose shelves are overflowing with brand new white princess dolls and dozens of unworn princess dresses. Some refer to Charlotte as a parody of the southern belle, but I’m drawn to the idea that her thick accent and spoiled silliness disguises a larger critique of our generation’s relentless and unthinking consumption of the Disney narrative. (Seriously, why is Cinderella on our baby diapers?) Tiana may appear to be too poor and too black to participate in this narrative, but the hard truth is that self-destructive fantasies are all too freely available to those of us who have been taught that what we have – and who we are – isn’t good enough.

Ironically, Tiana illustrates a common strategy for black women’s survival through her toughness, independence, and focus. She tells Prince Naveen that she’s worked hard for everything she’s got. Despite the odds against folks of “her kind of background,” The Princess and the Frog conveys Tiana’s determination by initially undermining the value of being a princess and by turning its heroine and her lover (in another reversal of a “traditional” fairytale) into frogs. This can be problematic, as Prof. Susurro points out, and as one of my girlfriends reminded me, Tiana does eventually call out to that wishing star. She is rescued –  in part by her own efforts – but also by the handsome prince.

In other words, Disney still finds a way to keep it hyperreal.

I’m a bit worried that my exuberance for this film (and not, say, Precious) is hypocritical; both are fantasies that contain their own distortions and truths. My initial impression, however, is that Disney’s strategy is an effective one, given that its representation of black lives in The Princess and the Frog is not only creative, but productively alert to the historical tension between our culture of consumption and the inner lives of African American girls. My daughter loved the film, I should add.  And it feels pretty good to sing along to the soundtrack with her in the car these days.

What did you think?

Lost & Found: We’re Soldiers of Love

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Links, media, and random ideas that we recommend from the past week.

  • I woke up on the morning of my 35th birthday to see President Barack Obama receive this year’s Nobel Peace Prize. I’ve offered my thoughts about the award already, so this time I thought I’d let the awesome folks at SuperNews! remind us of the extraordinary difficult circumstances under which Obama receives the award (and that he is not, in fact, the Messiah).
  • The new animated film Fantastic Mr. Fox is brilliant. Go see it. It’s not in 3-D, not produced by Pixar Studios, and probably won’t come with Happy Meal toys, but Wes Anderson’s adaptation has remarkable creative depth, humor, and ingenuity. I can’t recommend it highly enough. (The little one and I are off to see The Princess and the Frog today and I know I’ll probably have something to say about it too.)
  • Check out Ommwriter, a wonderfully simple word processing program that I stumbled across at The Buddha is My DJ. The program is designed to give you a fresh, blank screen free of distractions, while its atmospherics help settle and focus your mind. Scott’s right, this thing is pretty freakin’ cool (and for Macs only).
  • It’s a few weeks old now, but I’ve been mulling over Alan Brinkley’s column in Newsweek, “Half a Mind is a Terrible Thing to Waste” about why both the science and the humanities should be valued. I shared the following paragraph with the my students on the last day of class this semester:

Science and technology teach us what we can do. Humanistic thinking can help us understand what we should do. The humanities are not simply vehicles of aesthetic reward and intellectual inspiration, as valuable as those purposes are. Science and technology aspire to clean, clear answers to problems (as elusive as those answers might be). The humanities address ambiguity, doubt, and skepticism—essential underpinnings in a complex and diverse society and a turbulent world.

  • And finally, SADE is back. Thanks to my dad, Frieda and I were raised on a constant playlist of “Diamond Life” and “Promise” growing up, so we couldn’t be more excited! The first single “Soldier of Love” is in heavy rotation in my house and the calendar is marked for the full album release: February 8, 2010.

From One Voodoo Child to Another: A Survey

Jimi Hendrix as a Baby

Did you know that Jimi Hendrix’s iconic song “Voodoo Child” was recently declared the greatest guitar riff of all time? Here in The Bottom, we are partial to Hendrix’s acoustic blues, but no one can dispute his rock god status.  Johnny B. Goode and Living Colour also made the list, and Eddie Van Halen from Michael Jackson’s “Beat It” – but no Prince, no TTD? That ain’t right.

With guitar riffs on my mind, I just completed the “Black Rock Audience Survey” from Rob Fields, black rock evangelist (and friend of TBoH). But he’s still in need of a few responses and sends along this message:

“If you like artists such as Lenny Kravitz, Living Colour, Bad Brains, Fishbone, TV On The Radio, Gnarls Barkley, or Santigold, to name a few, then please take 5 minutes to complete this survey. Free music awaits all who complete it. “

Even if you’re curious about black rock music, take the survey and get the free music to see what you’ve been missing! And please share, retweet, forward the survey link to friends. It would be a big help. (Photo credit for the adorable picture of baby Jimi from Seattlepi.com.)

This (Black) American Life

Sometimes I imagine that I am Ira Glass, reflecting on society’s oddities and ironies behind the microphone at WBEZ Chicago, pondering new punchlines to humanity’s oldest riddles, narrating stories with the conversational rhythm of old friends at the kitchen table.

To my mind, there is no better radio program than This American Life (and maybe Car Talk) for its creative and clear-eyed appreciation of everyday life. Take an episode from this past summer called “The Fine Print” (#386) that brilliantly loops together the hidden meanings of contracts, forced confessions, insurance policies, a parent’s divorce papers, and an fictitious agreement between a son and his overbearing mother. This last story by David Rakoff, subtitled “Occupancy May Be Revoked Without Notice” made me howl with laughter and passive-aggressive shame.

The show isn’t well known for its rich cultural representations; what’s “American” about this particular life is the diversity of experience – microscoping in, telescoping out and around the peculiarities of a single theme. I think it’s safe to say that the show’s content reflects the interests of the typical white, progressive, well-educated NPR listener, though its audience is undoubtedly  a bit younger than the target demographic for Prairie Home Companion. Lately, though, I’ve begun to think that This American Life is missing a precious opportunity.

In a program that takes such care in finding the unique textures of our contemporary moment, I crave more complex stories about black Americans that uncover everyday truths and unexpected levity in the midst of crisis. Mini-narratives that recognize racial realities without being limited by the latest controversy. Or segments that shape the raw multicultural materials of NPR’s Oral History Project, StoryCorps, into creative works of art. I don’t get the impression that This American Life aspires to “color-blind” airwaves – and if often covers the impact of international issues quite well – or that its producers are going out of their way to avoid stories about race and black experience. Nevertheless, I can’t help but express my growing frustration with the fact that so many stories about this American life have yet to be aired.

And now, for your consideration:

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This (Black) American Life

Episode #1: Name Games

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Prologue: One year into Barack Obama’s historic presidency, our nation’s Secretary of Post-racial Affairs, writer Colson Whitehead, reveals that America’s racial crisis can be better understood as a “branding problem.”

Act One: “Obama Middle School”

A reporter follows the efforts of a group of school children and their parents who want to rename their middle school, not after the 44th President, but after First Lady Michelle Obama.

Song: “Blak Girls” by Shelley Nicole’s Blakbushe

Act Two: “His mama named him Clay, I’ma call him Clay.”

As a freshman at Howard University in the 1980s, Phillip Johnson stunned his family and friends back in South Carolina by taking an African name. Over 20 years later, he considers why it may have been one of the best and the worst decisions of his life.

Poem: “I Am a Black” by Gwendolyn Brooks

Act Three: “My Name is Roosevelt Franklin.”

Hear the story from one of Sesame Street’s creators about the controversy surrounding a favorite African-American character, Roosevelt Franklin, who was retired from the show in 1975 after complaints from parents. Now as Roosevelt makes a cameo appearance in the show’s 40th season, we reflect on the lessons of the muppet who taught us that “Black is a fact, there is no taking it back.”

Song: “The Skin I’m In” by Matt Robinson (the voice of Roosevelt Franklin)

Are You Planning to See Precious?

GenericticketWill you be seeing the film, Precious?

I’m mulling over the reasons for my own reluctance to embrace Lee Daniels’ new movie and its enthusiastic supporters, so I ask this question without judgment as a way to initiate dialogue.

Buoyed by the moral validation of Oprah Winfrey and Tyler Perry, Precious will surely have a strong impact at the box office when it opens nationwide this month. More favorable reviews appear every day and the Oscar rumors have begun. Then again, one Slate reviewer calls it “uncomfortably close to poverty porn.”

I began reading Sapphire’s Push – the novel on which the film is based – in the bookstore when it was first published in 1996. After about an hour, I left the book on the shelf. Even as I rationalized that I wasn’t in the right frame of mind to process the story of sexual abuse, urban poverty and emotional neglect, I was disappointed in my inability (unwillingness?) to take it in.

I don’t often shy away from the sorrow and suffering that are at the root of many (but not all) African-American literary representations – Frederick Douglass, Native Son, The Color Purple, and The Bluest Eye among others. I poured over the Pulitzer prize-winning Washington Post series Rosa Lee: A Mother and Her Family in Urban America, bending back pages in Leon Dash’s account that completely transformed my view of multi-generational black poverty and substance abuse. But in the interest of full disclosure, I’ll acknowledge that I am also a huge fan of Percival Everett’s satirical novel, Erasure, which many consider to be a critique of Push and the urban lit genre’s “verisimilitude.”

So I don’t know. At this point I’m not making any plans to see the film, but maybe I’ll change my mind. Maybe my mind needs changing. Mostly, though, I’m curious about what our expectations are when it comes how black life is represented through art. On Twitter, I was reminded of this prophetic quote from Zora Neale Hurston: The average, struggling, non-morbid Negro is the best kept secret in America. And yet the perceptive @lindywasp offers this insight: It’s always hard to share layers when we know it will be definitive for most. I will see it though. Can’t critique blindly.

Your thoughts?

And while we’re on the subject, what other overlooked, independent films might serve as viewing alternatives to Precious?

On Behalf of Aspirations

NOBEL PEACE PRIZE

President Obama departs Rose Garden, October 9, 2009

The day after President Obama was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize for 2009, I attended my first meditation retreat. Instead of the relaxing getaway that I anticipated, I came away from the day of deep reflection and concentration exhausted, but strangely exhilarated. Most importantly, I learned something about myself that (I hope) will allow me to remain mindful, to engage the world thoughtfully, and to approach difficult moments with compassion.

That’s easier said than done. Just the other day I almost lost my mind at a Chuck-E-Cheese birthday party when an impatient, unsupervised little brat rudely nudged my daughter away from the air hockey table as her turn came to an end. As I looked around for the boy’s parent — where is this child’s mama? — I realized that I was more concerned about salvaging my pride as a mother than I was about my daughter’s feelings. She hadn’t even noticed the slight and was off to another game. Others may have handled the situation differently, but I let my anger dissipate in that moment. I decided to devote my energy to making sure she had a good time instead.

One of the lessons of the retreat that has stuck with me is about developing right intention (also called “right aspiration”) and being attentive to the thoughts, ideas, and assumptions that guide my decisions. We don’t often place much value on our motives as long as the outcomes are acceptable; after all, conventional wisdom says the road to Hell is paved with good intentions, right? As a black woman and a southerner, I know how to speak kindly even when my words are not rooted in sincerity or wisdom. As a survival strategy, it works. But then again, our nation’s history is distinguished by black southern women who took dangerous risks, speaking out rather unkindly against the status quo when spurred by the clear, earnest intentions of a righteous cause.

So I was especially intrigued by the way the Norwegian Nobel Committee praised Obama’s work through references to his vision, attitudes, initiative, and of course, hope. The sentiment was reiterated in the President’s remarks about the Nobel Peace Prize:

“Let me be clear: I do not view it as a recognition of my own accomplishments, but rather as an affirmation of American leadership on behalf of aspirations held by people in all nations.”

New pundits and bloggers of all political persuasions have been scratching their heads to figure out what Obama has done to warrant the prize. Okay, fair enough. Still I can’t help but be very glad to live in a world in which right intention is cherished. Undoubtedly, there is much work to be done on health care, education, and climate change among other issues. And like some of my friends, I worry about whether or not it is possible for Obama to meet the overwhelming expectations being placed on his shoulders. I am heartened, nevertheless, by the doors that open when we act “on behalf of aspirations.” Volition is a kind of power that is not confined to a meditation retreat, but when used as the basis for virtuous action, can be felt as close as the Chuck-E-Cheese air hockey table or as far away as Oslo.

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Dear Boy in the 2nd Grade Lunch Line

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Last month I began taking a community theatre class here in New Orleans.  The course is a 14-week community based theatre project open to college students and community residents. The course consists of workshops on Black Arts Movement history in the South, performing arts, thoughtful readings and group discussions. The class is high energy and fun with an incredible mix of people from all different ages and backgrounds. But what I enjoy most from our course  is the story circle.

The power of the story circle never ceases to amaze me. It consists of people gathering in a circle to share their personal stories based on a theme selected by our instructor. While one person speaks, the rest of the group has the honor of listening. Some stories are in the forefront of our consciousness, eager to jump forth to the group.  Others have been tucked away in forgotten compartments of the mind. Together we sit, reflecting on the theme at hand: racism, poverty, meritocracy… and like magic, a bright light begins to beam on dark, hiding places within the soul.  The circle breathes new life into the reality  of each person’s shared experience. It validates. It affirms. It empowers.

One evening we finished a story circle on racism and our instructor asked us to take the exercise a bit further. We were to write a letter to a person that appeared in our individual story. It was here that the following letter unfolded from the envelope of my subconsciousness:

Dear Boy in the 2nd Grade Lunch Line:

It’s been years since this incident happened, but I remember it as if it were yesterday.  We were standing together in the cafeteria lunch line as 2nd graders, waiting to be led back to our classroom.

You walked over to me and began singing, “Jingle bells, shocking shells, Granny had a gun. Pull the trigger shot the nigger………..”

That moment has stayed with me for years.

I wish I could have told you then how hurtful that was and how humiliated I felt.  I was embarrassed. I was ashamed.  I wanted to rid myself of my brown skin and crawl into a deep, black hole.  Who could I tell?  Who could I report you too? There was no one in my school that looked like me.  No one who would understand how awful I felt.  Your words paralyzed me.  So I walked back to my classroom that day with my head down. In silence.

But if you were here before me today, I would stand tall.  I would be amused by your song.  I’d tell you that your singing was off key and that the Sand man was coming for you to take you off the stage.  I’d tell you that no words, no songs, nothing had the power to ever make me ashamed of who I am.  You see,  I come from beautiful, courageous, and wise people.  People who’ve survived indignity.  People who’ve survived brutality. People with strong shoulders.  Shoulders that allow me to stand up to you in this 2nd grade lunch line.   I am a Queen. I am an Empress. I am Royalty. Your clever jingle, your attempt to harm ME will never prevail.

Besides in the words of Zora, “How anyone can deny themselves the pleasure of my company is beyond me.”

This free lunch, is over.

Yours in the struggle,

Frieda

Just A Toy Store: Bambara’s “The Lesson”

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The most important moment in Toni Cade Bambara’s short story “The Lesson” comes when Sylvia and her best friend, Sugar, approach the threshold of F.A.O. Schwarz toy store. Instead of going inside, they pause. They hesitate and “hang back.” For me it is this small, wordless gesture from the young black girls, who had once been so delightfully confident and full of exuberance, that attests to Bambara’s skill in capturing the subtleties of everyday life.

This week’s CORA Diversity Roll Call focuses on short stories, so I want to highlight the gifted writer Toni Cade Bambara and her first collection, Gorilla, My Love (1972). Bambara has longer fiction, of course, and she is well-known for her posthumously-published novel about the Atlanta Child Murders, but her craftsmanship in short story writing is potent and unparalleled.  In “The Lesson” a young girl named Sylvia tells us about the day her strange new teacher, Miss Moore, a woman “with nappy hair and proper speech and no makeup” takes her and her friends downtown to the famous New York toy store. What begins as innocent window-shopping turns into something much more serious as these black children realize that there are people in the world who can spend more on a birthday clown than their families spend on rent. Envious and confused, Sylvia decides to go inside the store to take a closer look. And then, in her wonderfully hard-edged narrative voice, there is this:

Me and Sugar turn the corner to where the entrance is, but when we get there I kinda hang back. Not that I’m scared, what’s there to be afraid of, just a toy store. But I feel funny, shame. But what I got to be shamed about? Got as much right to go in as anybody. But somehow I can’t seem to get hold of the door, so I step away from Sugar to lead. But she hangs back too. And I look at her and she looks at me and this is ridiculous. I mean, damn, I have never ever been shy about doing nothing or going nowhere.

It is a heart-breaking moment, this new awareness of difference and inequality, and on a deeper level – a loss of innocence. I know what it means to “hang back” and I fear for the day when my daughter experiences it too. But this is also the moment when Sylvia and the children in Miss Moore’s class begin to ask questions and pay closer attention to the world beyond their own doorstep. This is what makes “The Lesson” such an amazing piece. Despite its somber subject, Bambara’s story is ultimately about developing a strength that comes from facing the world with eyes wide open.

Don’t forget to check out the other posts in the CORA Diversity Roll Call: Short Story Stroll.